Ruiming

Seriously...

2010-09-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

EOY is drawing nearer each day. It's on this Friday to be exact. Nothing bad about it. Just a little stress and have 2 PAPERS ON MY BIRTHDAY.

This blog is too cmi already.

Pictures!

2010-09-10T22:12:00.003+08:00

Back.

2010-09-02T18:55:00.002+08:00

Keeping my blog alive is a tough job because WE are lazy. :)

Getting back report book tomorrow. Deadly.

Holidays coming soon = More homeworks.

Mrs Lim's joke for today:
We are not piang + piang = 2piang. But we are piang x piang = piang^2.

Have fun people! :)

Depression

2010-08-12T18:19:00.004+08:00

Trying to make my blog alive but I'm just too lazy and who cares. It's the Common Test week. Something happened yesterday so.. I wanna prove to her that I can pass with good grades. Today was the Maths paper. Just some questions doesn't know how to do. Let me pass!

Tomorrow is Humanities.. I like Geography because learning about the physical environment is fun but we're actually learning Human Development and Food Consumption stuffs. Not fun at all and I don't understand because the teacher goes really fast. She can finish one whole chapter in few lessons easily.

Everyone knows.. This month is the Seventh month. Must take care!! Shall go and read and understand Humanities especially SS. Will post some pictures about what happened recently.

:P

2010-07-25T15:16:00.002+08:00

3 packets of Twisties, 2 packets of KitKat, 1 BigBag Calbee Hot&Spicy, 1 Snowflakes, 1 Chocobaby, 1 M&M!!!

(Y)

2010-07-22T15:35:00.007+08:00

It's been quite some time since I post something here again.

Life's fine. Just a little busy recently due to the cabin opening performance. But it's still alright, I can still manage it.

Ever since June Holidays was over, I changed. In what way? ... I DID MY HOMEWORK ON MY OWN AND HAND IN ON TIME.

How's that? Awesome eh? Catching up in class, doing my best during remedial. But I don't see myself doing my best in other subjects other than Humanities (starting to) and double Mathematics (started). *Sigh*

Getting much more tired after each day. Today was the first free day for the week. (Y) Oh. I posted something. So stop saying I kept my blog dead ha!

OH.

2010-06-29T23:24:00.003+08:00

Oh no!! I neglected my blog!
Very dead blog but tagboard is still alive.
Hmm..
Quite a lot things happen after exams and during holidays.
Must update here frequently again. D:

Cool!

2010-05-11T15:33:00.002+08:00

From sec 1 till now.. I'm still wearing the same watch and stuffs. Jiahui so retarded! :P Kekgee so bravo! Jumping down to save somebody? Woah... Yongyi looks cool. LOL.

Super!

2010-05-08T15:11:00.005+08:00

It's exams. Gg. D:

How?

2010-04-20T21:01:00.002+08:00

These was from the email I received from my cousin. "Impossible is nothing in Malaysia". Epic. (Y)

Purple.

2010-04-06T22:35:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to my KEKGEE darling~ LOL.

Okay.. Went out with yy and kg after school today again. :D Accompanied kg back home to place her presents given by her friends.

Went Tampines mall today. Yongyi did a great thing! She really get her piercings there today! Good good! :D Kg and I sumpah her that next time when she wanna pierce again then we accompany her. Lollol. :P

It's fun to be with them la. Yea.. Hahaha. Must go out more often okay?!

The madness of us.

2010-04-03T23:15:00.003+08:00

Yeaaaaaaaa. Went out with kekgee and yongyi today to Bugis. First time watch a movie with the two of them together. (Watched once with kg, but not with yy.) How To Train Your Dragon is nice. Ratings: 4.5/5. No wonder I find Toothless so familiar. It looks like Stitch from Lilo&Stitch. :P

The two mad person went to buy watch at Bugis street. And we walked around Iluma and Bugis. Ate KFC for dinner. Hohoho.

After eating, we went into the Cold Storage for fun. Then the mad yy go and smell freezer. Evidence up there. :D Sadly, I did not take the photo of kg and yy smelling it together. HAHA. Yy keep using those cold stuffs to hit our face. Sad to say.. I did revenge her but kg did not. LOL.

Overall, it's a fun day. :D Kekgee, surely you did not forget about all those "Museum Trips" do you? Yongyi, surely you never will forget about the "Universal Studio" trip too hor? Hahahahahaha. :D

Boohoo..

2010-03-31T22:35:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I wonder what would happen if I am actually a boy/guy/man.

1st: NS. There's no way, I'm gonna do that.
2nd: I would love the girl/woman I'm in a relationship with, sincerely.
3rd: Good fashion sense is important, my dear..
4th: I'm a boy/guy/man. It's my responsibility to take good care of my family members too. (If I'm not the youngest in the family...)
5th: Any gender get sufferings too.

Oh dang. Such a random post.

Mad.

2010-03-27T18:52:00.003+08:00

Early in the morning got 2.4 km run. Got position 37. D: Never mind. Next year get 47 can already. :) This year run like mad sia. Chest pain when the NCC people said there's 600m left.

After that, went WS to eat breakfast/lunch. Then went Clarke Quay, Fort Canning with Kekgee. We're mad. After 2.4 km run then went to Clarke Quay, smart Kekgee can't find the way to Fort Canning. So we walked almost the whole river village. Found our way by asking the uncle on the road.

Walked there, climbed stairs, run up stairs, walked around to find more things to explore. Paid $5 for the admission fee of The Battle Box. Above photos are from there. Haven't finish exploring and we're tired. So went Liang Court and walk. After that, took 63 home.

Seriously, Kekgee and I had a "nice", "short" walk and "short" run today. -____-

Tsk..

2010-03-26T21:11:00.003+08:00

More of the ugly photos of that day. I'm so pro at getting people to take the photo of me being so I-have-no-comments. Clara looks like she's pregnant (gonna vomit after drinking the soup face).

Suay ttm

2010-03-19T22:53:00.005+08:00

老娘已经很久没有 update 一下 blog。最近真是有够衰的啦。这种不必要叙说了。现在老娘变成本姑娘吧！本姑娘的头发剪到很像个小妹妹。没脸见人了！ D: 没关系。。等到它长长了就有脸了。哈哈哈。

今天是星期五，代表着假期快过了。。我的妈啊。这一个星期我干了啥东西啊？时间果然不等人。这个月有无数人的生日。本姑娘亏本了。大家请记得在我生日时送我礼物，不然我就是亏本亏大了。哈哈。开玩笑啦！

本姑娘再次祝福大家假期过得愉快呗！

Long time

2010-03-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

And you see Jiahui not listening in class! :P

Sec 3 KOREF Camp

2010-03-07T01:02:00.005+08:00

Back from Kahang camp. First day, nothing special. Just that the night trail is cool. :D Second day is the best and worse. Early in the morning after breakfast, went for Gunung Lambak trekking. That was.. Fun and tiring. Kahming, Lionel, Jiahui and I were entertaining ourselves by singing some songs. :D

Asli water obstacles.. Fun but very jialat. Fell into the water 6 times. Hahaha. I very cool hor. :D After that was Bamboo Rafting.. Pat and I was chatting away and watching them play. He lied that both of us capsized and finished playing already. Hahaha.

After shower, here comes the big deal. CAMPFIRE! My first campfire in my life. Hahaha. Very fun. Our class did a very nice performance by shaking our butt and singing the whatever song. :D The dance floor was great! :D

3D cheer:
1 2 3! *Clap clap clap*
3 2 1! *Clap clap clap*
MANJUSRI NUMBER 1! *Clap clap clap*

1 2 3! *Clap clap clap*
3 2 1! *Clap clap clap*
KAHANG KAHANG NUMBER 1! *Clap clap clap*

1 2 3! *Clap clap clap*
3 2 1! *Clap clap clap*
3D 3D NUMBER 1!
OHHHHHHHHH~~~! MRS LIM!

Other cheer:
(REMIX)
You are my sun-sun-sun-sunshine. My only sun-sun-sun-sunshine.
You make me ha-ha-ha-happy. When skies are gr-gr-gr-gray.
You'll never know dear, how much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away~~

Campfire burning now. (4x)
Burning now. Burn burn burn!
Burning now. Burn burn burn!
Campfire's burning in the dark dark night. You go?
Ohhhh yeahh. Yipee yipee yeah!

Stylo? Milo. Milo? Dinosaur. Dinosaur? Extinct. Extinct? You stink! Extinct? You stink!
Full yo? Power! Power? Full yo! Full yo full yo power? Power power full yo!
Steady steady pom pi pi? Pi pi pi pi pom steady!

Claps:
1 Guniang clap: *Clap* Aiyaaaa.
2 Guniang clap: *Clap* Aiyaaaa. *Clap* Aiyoooo.
3 Guniang clap: *Clap* Aiyaaaa. *Clap* Aiyoooo. *Clap* Ennnn.
4 Guniang clap: *Clap* Aiyaaaa. *Clap* Aiyoooo. *Clap* Ennnn. Steady la bapok!

Got another 1 to 3 Macho claps. Which I'm lazy to type out since guniang clap is nicer! :D
This is a very colourful post. :P

BADBAD.

2010-03-02T22:18:00.002+08:00

It's March. Yes. 2 months passed so fast. :O Not a good thing at all. March started off with lousy results and some people with PMS showing their attitudes to me. You know what? It is very very very.. IRRITATING. D:

I don't have any hopes for good grades in CMT already. You know why? Because I fking screwed up my E-maths, A-maths, EL and Geography. Managed to pass my Science at the border line. My Chinese is getting lousy. I left POA CMT to be tested after the camp.

Speaking of the camp.. Today was shit. I know mum cares for me. But why should I bring sooooo many things to a 3 days 2 nights camp? I don't want my camping bag to be so heavy. I know you care. But.. HAIYA. FORGET IT. D:

Another thing.. My father was asking me why I do not have a boyfriend again. If he is really so desperate for me to have a boyfriend (he said that Indian also can), why not I just accept anyone, everyone and let him be happy?! So stop asking!

I'm going for the camp tomorrow. Will be back on Friday. So even if you message me, msn chat me, facebook chat me, etcetc.. I'm not going to see it. Bloody shit. Bad mood with bad weather and bad timing.

I want to...

2010-02-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

Everybody does not have the time to post things in the blog already. So yeaps.. Including me! Simply, nothing to post and don't have the mood. :D

BYEBYE~

What has it becoming to?

2010-02-20T01:36:00.003+08:00

It's Spring now right? It felt like winter for me.

As I said.. If you're gonna stop talking to a person just because you want to give up on them, you made them lose a friend. You came in, you go out like it's your freedom without caring for the person. Because they says.. Friendship is the ship that will never sinks actually sinks further down.

The last time I remember hugging someone and cry was.. Primary 1! How long has it been till now.. The feeling of hugging someone when you're feeling super down and crying like fk. It's comfortable. But I only get this in years..

"Don't be a crybaby. Be stronger." Yea. Be stronger.. In what way? People still cry. Sometimes it's not up to you to decide whether the tears are gonna flow out or not. Stronger person has a lesser comfort from people. They think the person is too strong to control the tears and hence, no comfort for them is needed. Stronger or weaker?

Wahoooo!

2010-02-16T00:56:00.002+08:00

Watched this movie at Cathay today with the ladies in the family! First time bringing mother to watch a movie in Singapore. :) Ratings: 4.5/5. Reason: They censored some scenes of Chinese KungFu. (I did not realize this until my sister told me.) So must watch! :)

I still do not have plans for tomorrow.. But my third sister said that she wanna go for another movie tomorrow. So maybe mother and I will be going.. Or not. Ahaha.

Went Plaza Sing to walk.. Carrefour.. Daiso.. Then I got giddy.. Then went home.. Become headache. Off to sleep for a while and I'm fine after that! I'm a pro. :)

Here is especially for ChermineGuayWanYee. Since you have it. I shall do this too. Wahaha. I'm too lazy to upload a photo of you. So who cares? LOL. Just kidding.. :P Okay la.. Oi zhabor. Meet up with ant and others soon yo. :)

Wahoo!

2010-02-15T02:04:00.002+08:00

It's new year and valentines yesterday! So yeaps.. HAVE A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND .. Valentines? Ate beehoon in the morning and then went to ahma's house to bai nian.

Played hours of BlackJack. I tell you ar.. I lose the whole $10 that my mother lend me to play. ZZZ! Use my $1.50 and earned half of it. And the CNY show says that people of the zodiac sign, Pig is very very lucky. I tell you this is super fake! ZZZ..

Went home after that and after a while, my uncle and family came. Ate dinner with them and my cousin cycled the bicycle for super long. He chiong-ster! Full speed ahead one. Like he will not need to use the brake. -_-

Saw my neighbour's grandsons who are a 2 or 3 years older than me. Ben and Denise and Shawn. I think Shawn didn't change much.. BUT! He look damn shuai from a distance and he waved bye to me. I saw him in white specs and white skinnies. I think black jacket or whatsoever. HAHA. Ben and Denise.. Changed a lot.

Not so close to them anymore.. :( Last time they come here once a week. Now they come here once a year. LOL. So the last time I saw them here was a few years back. Emo shit. :L

I shall stop dreaming already. Hayaiyaiyai.. D:

:D

2010-02-14T01:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES DAY!

The mask is super duper cool right?! :D Love it.

瞳をとじて Hitomi Wo Tojite - Ken Hirai

2010-02-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

Original Lyrics
Asa mezameru tabi ni
kimi no nukegara ga yoko ni iru
nukumori wo kanjita
itsumo no senaka ga tsumetai
nigawarai wo yamete
omoi ka-ten wo akeyou
mabushisugiru asahi
boku to mainichi no oikakekko da

Ano hi miseta nakigao
namida terasu yuuhi kata no nukumori
keshisarou to negau tabi ni
kokoro ga karada ga kimi wo oboeteiru

Your love forever
hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore dake de ii
tatoe kisetsu ga boku no kokoro wo okizari ni shite mo

Itsuka ha kimi no koto
nanimo kanjinakunaru no ka na
ima no itami idaite
nemuru hou ga mada ii ka na
ano hi miteta hoshizora
negai kakete futari sagashita hikari ha
mabataku ma ni kieteku no ni
kokoro ha karada ha kimi de kagayaiteru

I wish forever
hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore shika dekinai
tatoe sekai ga boku wo nokoshite sugisarou to shite mo

Your love forever
hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore dake de ii
tatoe kisetsu ga boku wo nokoshite iro wo kaeyou to mo
kioku no naka ni kimi wo sagasu yo sore dake de ii
nakushita mono wo koeru tsuyosa wo kimi ga kureta kara
kimi ga kureta kara

English translation
When I wake up in the morning, your cast-off skin is beside me
I felt your warmth, but my back is always cold
Letting go my bitter smile, I'll open the heavy curtains
The morning sun is too bright, every day you followed it with me
That day you showed me your tear-stained face
The setting sun shined on your tears, the warmth of your shoulder
When I want them to disappear
My heart and body remember you

Your love forever
Closing my eyes, I draw you to myself, and that's all
Even if the seasons leave my heart behind
Will I grow to feel nothing for you someday, I wonder?
Embracing the pain now, I wonder if it's alright that I haven't slept?
The starry sky that we saw that night
I wish on it, even though the light that we both searched for
Twinkled out
My heart and body shine in you

I wish forever
Closing my eyes, I draw you to myself, that's all I can do
Even if the world leaves me behind and passes me by

Your love forever
Closing my eyes, I draw you to myself, and that's all
Even if the seasons leave me behind with their changed colors
I search for you in my memories, and that's all
Because you gave me the strength to get past the things that I've lost
Because you gave it to me

Times.

2010-02-06T21:17:00.002+08:00

No. It's not Finals. It's CMT1.

Days passes so fast. Many SAME things happen. Everyday, we have homeworks. Of course, right now, I have 3 or 4 maths worksheet to be done. Many many files too. :( So I'm finally get some time to update my blog.

Bloody hell. 4 tests yesterday. CMT also coming. 2 CO performance coming, gonna wear the new CO costume already.. CNY is coming. OMG~ EVERYTHING TOGETHER. D:

Need.

2010-01-29T21:40:00.006+08:00

I don't really mind that you'll be the SL for C&B. A load off my chest. Less expectations. And most importantly, you play it better than me. Ahhh.. :)

I need to go to the beach soon. The view of the wide sea. The past we all have. Especially yy's birthday celebration. A ride in the rain from ECP to Changi Airport! We've got numbed butt then. Now, we've changed.

Remember, the first time I get to see a rainbow by myself.. It was primary 5, on an excursion. I looked at it so thoroughly.. Thinking about what colours the rainbow has. I smile while looking at it. The smile from the bottom of my heart. Felt love which filled my heart in an instant.

Remember, the first time I get to see a sunset by myself.. It was secondary 1, going to QingDao. I was sleeping and a bright light came shining on my face. I opened my eyes, sun was setting near us. We're on the plane, it was so bright that it makes me nauseous and I went to sleep again.

I'm waiting for the time that I can actually get a view of sunrise.. Relaxing.. The feeling.. Unable to express with simply words.

No idea what I wrote all this.. I'm too tired to think. I need some space. I need fresh air. I need new life. I want a change. I'm so sleepy.. I want to sleep.. My deep thoughts run wild. Like now.. I love you. --- Everybody can be the you.

:O

2010-01-27T22:22:00.003+08:00

Hopefully, I won't lose my interest in sciences and geography/ss because of the teachers. :(

Getting homeworks.. Everyday! Especially double maths. It's like hell everyday. But a week passed by in a blink of eyes. Wednesday today.. A month of school is going to finish. And hence, we left... Count yourself.

I don't understand SS at all. And there's test tomorrow. OMG A TEST. It's only a month since the school starts. I finished 4 tests already. More to come and I'll get more white hair. I don't understand some parts of maths. I need pro here. :S

In the midst of typing all this, I'm falling asleep in an awkward sitting position. This explains how tired I am.

Now

2010-01-24T23:07:00.003+08:00

Okay.. I'm too... Doing a-maths just now and stucked at question 3. -___- I have got 2 more LRC to serve. Dammit! :'(

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... Helpppppppppp...

Extinction

2010-01-23T22:51:00.003+08:00

The extinct animals:
Dodo, Irish Deer, Quagga, Baluchitherium.
There are more of the extinct animals, but find that out yourself. :(

Pat just send me a video link. There's this woman abusing the cat, and it died. Kill the woman. Tyvm. Fyi, I closed the tab before half of the video. So yeas.. Video: Click here.

After watching that, I bet we felt the same. Before watching that, here's another thing. I remembered someone saying that I'm a p_________.

Eh. Did I say you are a prostitute? No, I didn't. My actions and my words sounds like that? You observe a prostitute is it. Why so experienced? And please.. I knew that you know who I am and what's my name. Why bother asking again and act like we're strangers?

Go home, fk your family members la. Buangbu. You made me say this. Enough okay? How old are you already? Stop acting like a primary school kids that say: I don't friend you anymore! Or whatsoever.

Hope

2010-01-22T21:40:00.004+08:00

Feeling good to be teaching the sec 1s for cello. I have to leave the double bass junior to zixiang. Hope he does his job. Trying to remember the juniors' name. Donovan and Yi Qian?? Is it? I only know that I call yi qian ---> Ji-Cor. (I think..)

As what I've presumed, I failed A-maths test (like durh..), with a mark of 3 over 12. Nice right? 3 questions there and I got 1 mark for each question. :) Factor and Remainder Theorem is fun. So.. I like!

I hate cabin club (The Lodge). Reason why, when I'm there, something bad will happen to me. Jeez! First was J_____ using her ____ and put near my ____ and she also use it to _____ my ____. Second was the recent one, the table. I knock to it. Real pain. Real serious. But laugh all you want. Because I know you will. Tsk..

Shall continue working hard for following weeks and wait for some holidays to come and take a break. :) <3

Look back or look ahead?

2010-01-19T19:14:00.004+08:00

Looking back at the archives I posted on my blog. On my thoughts, my cogitation on life.. How relax can I be in the past? Nothing to worry about! They gave what I need and wants. I got a place to live in, I call it a home. I got people caring for me, I call it the friendship and love. I got no worries on my meals, shirts to wear, this and that. And I shall call it fortunate.

Above all this, when they add up, they became the me right now, before or even after. There should be somewhere I ought to be. To find out where, I have to climb up above, looking at the view of nature or buildings and spot where exactly is my goal.

I want to feel it. I want to learn it. I want to get a hang of it. I want to perambulate in the rain, alone. I want to think it over. What have I being doing this whole time. There are times when the roads were up and down. It's harder to move on, but to meet your goal this while, you've no choice, ahead or back to where you start. But can you redo everything again?

Okay. LOL. What am I typing? Lollol. Okay fine. What I said might be useful for myself in the future. Not now. I'm not getting motivated. I like POA. It's getting fun. Well, only when you know what the teacher is talking about and it'll be fine.

Something above is not right. I didn't get to have my meals on time. LOL. Okay. Mum called home. I've got no dinner tonight. So I have to tolerate all this and eat some junk food instead. It's my fault for not eating lunch. :'( Can someone just change this bad habit of mine? :( I getting gastric pain again soon, real soon.

Long.

2010-01-17T22:53:00.004+08:00

Wait wait. Don't misunderstand that photo. We're cousins! Alright? :)

Out with mum, 2 aunts and cousin to tampines and chinatown. Like aww.. So not my cousin's and my type of world. LOL.

There's this girl who accidentally dropped the bowl of noodles and she scald herself. I think is her brother who did that la. Then she cried like oh-em-gee.. I went clean her legs with the wet tissues. Hope she's like fine now.

Best part for today: My cousin teaching me pen spinning! Okay. Now I totally cannot make it. It's like bloody hard to flip the pen. LOL. And and.. My cousin and I playing with shades again. Fun! :)

I'm suppose to do my maths NOW. And what am I doing? I need some help. Like.. My expand thing is bloody lousy. Help me pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. :(

I love my dream for the day. I hope it's real. :D

ROAR!

2010-01-16T13:30:00.003+08:00

Ahahaha. Very fake hor. :P

Yesterday CO. A lot sec 1s come. Cello and bass recruited 3 boys. Nice one. No more girls power already. I'm no longer the man. HAHA. I forgot their names already. Awww..

So yea, ran up and down because of the sec 1s. Oh and when I'm stealing one of the sec 1s with desmond right, he kept blocking me. He told minmin to bring him up to erhu, when I wanna catch up, he pulled me away.

And and and... HE KEEP PULLING UNTIL I GOT INTERNAL BLEEDING~
I wanna sue him! :P

Gonna do homeworks later or whatever. Bye. :)

:(

2010-01-14T19:43:00.006+08:00

Okay. Sorry about just now. I just can't seem to control my emotions. Sorry sorry. :( Especially Pat. Sorry for the vulgarities. -__-lll But not sorry for the hand. You deserve it. Who ask you smack my hand so many times at first. Tsk.

Waiting for the right time to do my homeworks. Like.. When will the right time be? :/

Thanks. You're not alone. You've got me, us. You're not the witch. Not now. You thought of it. You let it go. You're the same old one. The one whom we hang out together with. :) I'm happy for that. Thanks. Thank you for letting go. Proud of you. :)

GOTTA CHIONG 16 FEN YIN FU TOMORROW LIKE MAD DURING SECTIONALS. >:D
*Hope I can make it. :)

I realised I got a lot typo errors. So, I've yet to complete my homeworks. Hahaha. Gonna chiong soon.

<3

2010-01-13T22:55:00.004+08:00

Just finished watching Episode 12. Next episode will be interesting. :) Recommended this show to Nina and Jiahui. There's English Subs if you want. Nina find it nice. Heh. :D

This week's pace is much faster than the previous week. Starting to get used to the subjects, teachers, classmates and etcetc. I still can't get what POA teacher is teaching. Hell. Did target setting today. Only looking forward to my A1 in Chinese. Dangdang.

Went for CO after having a lunch at the canteen. Half a year ago, I ate in the canteen. Now, the 1st after such a long time. Not gonna mention about the balloon thing during the lunch. Went through CNY's songs and Summer, Xia. Of course, I CAN'T CATCH UP.

I'm getting blur with the 16 fen yin fu. Eugenia can. She's fast. :O Old already.. Rusty already. Can't catch up. Managed to act until the part I know. Hahaha. So not looking forward for the Treble Clef on the Xia score..

I'm getting hit-and-stay accident from the tiredness. Did not manage to charge my phone. So am I gonna wake up at 6? Use the com, charge the phone. Must cherish the time nowszxc. Ugh.. :(

I wanna go to the hospital and see my.. My.. My.. How do you call your cousin's wife's daughter as? :O Ahyang is here in SG already. Gotta meet up with him to go out if I'm free. Time to off my com. <3 :)

:P

2010-01-10T02:21:00.002+08:00

Just think that this Tamama thing very cute. Ahaha. Finally change my blogskin after such a long time. Cute? :)

Time to let go of the past. There's no use holding on forever. Life have to carry on. Unlike you. Since you've chose what you think it's best, then good for you. I'm not going to interfere. Never. Because I have them. :) But please keep our promise. Odd days lady!

Argh! Why is Friday so close to Monday?! Just 2 days of break. Run away~ Break away~ D:

Knn

2010-01-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

Used vulgarities today. Was pissed off. Sorry.

Hope I brain-washed you and threw you some sense. :)

I know I rocks. Tsk.

Worn out

2010-01-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

I'm too tired to speak. I'm too tired to feel. I'm too tired to see. I'm too tired for everything. A week past so fast. I couldn't believe it. I thought today is still one of the weekdays. There's no homework for this weekend. A rest from troubles.

Here comes another trouble. I thought you'd let go of it. Seriously! Let bygones be bygones. There's no need to hold on the grudge for that. They were just playful. Why can't you just forgive them and give them a chance? They apologize, they tried to communicate for you. What did you do? You shun them.

A 2 years plus friendship must not sink down here and right now okay? You know what? It's not fully their fault. You've got fault too. You don't forgive and never forgets. This thing is still haunting all of us. Stop saying you can't. You can, if you want to.

I'm so tired after school and CO today.. I'm so tired after this disappointment.. I don't want anything to happen between us, our friendships. Is that an impossible request from me? I can't think anymore. What you all are thinking. We're drifting apart, apparently. It's like.. I'll live my life, and you live yours. We're nobody but strangers.

Enough of that disappointment. Class ends later than sec 2. I'm so not used to it. During CO, tried my very best to remember how to play. I tried my best to change my bad cello habits. And a 2 years habit can never change that easily. My skin peeled off on my left finger. My blister burst on my right finger. It hurts. Not as much as my heart.

I managed to finish this off without vulgarities. Scolding them inside me. But sometimes at somewhere else. So stop this.. Disappointment = Bad mood = Irritation = Tears flowing down your cheeks.

Cymf.

2010-01-07T21:52:00.003+08:00

School is as usual. Everyday homeworks from Mrs Lim. Am doing it now. My mood got ruined. TSK.

Surprise.

2010-01-05T23:17:00.002+08:00

It's time to get used to what I'm given with. :) Just hope that day by day, I'll be happier than I am now.

Nice surprise from yingtong today.
1. We are in the same tuition during kindergard/ten. Our fierce tuition teacher --> Miss Eunice.
2. We are in the same class during kindergard/ten.
*Which is the real spelling? Kindgarden or kindergarten?

So does that means that kekgee, yingtong and me are long lost friends?!

1st.

2010-01-04T16:48:00.004+08:00

The first day of school, simply exhausted. Reason why, I slept for 4 hours and the lessons were bored. "Lessons were bored." That's what students says almost everyday.

Form teacher + A maths teacher + E Maths teacher + CE
Mrs Lim.

English teacher
Mrs Kwok.

Science, Physics teacher
Mrs Poh.

Humanities, Geography/SS
Miss Wong.

The rest is still unknowns. This is a bad first day of school. I'm already having homeworks. I'm beat. I almost slept in class. Not really paying much attention for today's lesson. A maths lesson was confusing. I still don't get what non-linear equations is.

English lessons were at least a little fun? Linh is a joker. Ahaha. English rep --> Nina (Y) Best. But she's in another class. -____- Was jealous that other classes got fun teachers. Fate? That is. But I think it's fine too. Mrs Lim said she will joke around sometimes. Let's wait then. :)

Better be.

2010-01-02T22:16:00.003+08:00

New Year's resolution. -__-

1. Sleep before 2 a.m. during school days.
2. Do homeworks myself.
3. Bathe right after I reach home from school.
4. Keep cool, control temper.
5. Be forgiving.
6. Use vulgarities only when I'm really angry.
7. Try to be in other people's situation.

Will add in if there's more. Ahaha. No. 2, 3 and 6 is ARGH. :S Heh.

:)

2009-12-29T22:35:00.002+08:00

Happy belated birthday to yi-ma.

Happy birthday to mum.

Happy advance birthday to chengyang.

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-25T00:08:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

&

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :P

We.

2009-12-24T01:42:00.004+08:00

Ohla. Ji go pa. 1, 2, 3! 我们上，我们下，我们后前脚，我们一、二、三，我们四、五、六，我们七、八、九，我们好朋友。我们 jelly jelly lom jiam pass, pass, pass!
Mudafucka! You reply so slow. Asshole. Slowpoke!
-You know this. :D

Okay. There, as you can see. I got drink water(me). :D 2 candid shots of jiahui by luck. We got our piercings and ate seafood like nobody's business too. Bought tees and we got one similar ones. :) Happyszxc. 8)

I just wanna say this for fun.
RUIMING'S THE MAN!
*Man sounds nicer than woman. Ahaha. Don't think wrongly.

Nags.

2009-12-23T02:41:00.002+08:00

Oh yea baby.

I got cough again.

:) How unlucky?

Almond drink again. _l_

Simple.

2009-12-21T15:37:00.005+08:00

Gonna be truthful to myself. Here's me.

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I'm Goh Rui Ming. That's my full name. My family members includes my father, mother and 3 elder sisters -- Rui Long, Rui Sin and Rui Yun. My father's side is Singaporean. And mum's is Malaysian. :) Am Singaporean like durh and proud to be one. Buddhist/Taoism. Love the religion. <3

Still a student and always study at the previous night of the exam day. I like humanities because it's fun! I hate English Literature. I failed the subject for the whole secondary 2 year. D:< My best subject should be Chinese/History. I like art, but can't draw. :D

Understand/speak only Singlish, English, Chinese, some dialects and a little bit of Japanese. I wants to learn some other languages too. Like Japanese, French, Spanish and dialects. I think it's cool to make the pronunciation right. :D *Best way to learn Japanese: Watch anime. :D

I play Cello in Chinese Orchestra for school. Not a very skilled player. But acceptable for grade 3 and 4. Interested in drums, violin, piano and dance like popping and locking. Always wanted new talents but unable to focus on them.

Am seriously in love with blue colour. Attractive uh. Wanted to paint the room blue, but mum says that the colour is too boy-ish. Heart broken-ed. Never mind. I still live in my blue world. White and grey/gray(?) is kinda good choice too. Other colours is acceptable for me. <3

Got no goals and aims in life. Thought of being: Artist, Cellist teacher, Normal Salesgirl, Indoor Decoration, Construction Worker(?!), Teacher, Open a Souvenir Shop and lots more which I can't remember about it. For now, my goal is to pass my exams and 'O' levels in sec 4 to a Poly or JC. *CMI*

Used to be short-tempered, just like having PMS everyday. Now, ask my friends how I changed. :) I hate liars and backstabbers. I always get lied for, it's easy to lie to me. I don't like to be alone, but sometimes, alone will be a good choice for thinking out. Hates SMOKERS very much. So don't smoke. I get jealous easily. HAH.

The way I look and dress is -no comments-. Never once put on make ups to shop. Because my sisters will say "What happen to you?!" to me. My clothes is -no comments too-. Somehow, I got a weird fashion sense. So please help. :D

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Is that all? Hmm... I doubt so. :) But that's all I can think of. Let everyone be truthful to themselves.

New

2009-12-19T03:19:00.003+08:00

Gotta let go of the lies thing. New start. Reason being, I can live better off without you as my friend too. Like you, leading a normal life without me. :) All the best. But still, thanks for being my friend once. I still love it if you want to be my friend. LOL. *Impossible.

Hey! *CHEERS!*
I wanna admit something..
I'm a pro stalker. :)
Proud to be one anyway. 8)

Aww.. Third sister is not home yet.
What's the effing time now?!
3.26 am..
Woah. Why am I still here?!?!
Hehs. Random.

Pulled back myself from the deep well that I've fallen into.
Trying to stop stalking people already.
The answers I get is always the truths behind all lies.
Trust me. I learnt a lesson.
NEVER TRUST EASILY. Sweet. :)

After reading some shitty stuffs, I realised..
MY VOCABULARY IS LIMITED.
So damn limited.
Just blame on myself.
I don't read, I don't watch, I don't listen. :(

I'm happy once again.
Depressed also because I lost you.
And I lost myself once/twice/thrice/more.
Never mind! :D
I just need the lines of pain to wake up from the long dream.

Tyvm. :) I love you all.

P.S/ I love bitching with jiahui. :D

Lost again

2009-12-18T17:47:00.002+08:00

No pictures for entertainment today. Sorry.

Um.. I was like moody for these two days? I think it's PMS. Coming soon. Just updated wp and got a fucked up mood. I don't feel good. I don't know. I'm not in the mood.. I don't feel like seeing you online nowszxc..

Sometimes I think about what I wanted. What do I feel about certain things. I, myself doesn't know what am thinking. Am I lost again? In the jungle.. Independent needed. Never dependent. Struggles to stay alive. Face many difficulties in the wild.

I never thought I would feel this way these days. I feel indifferent. But I know my heart is yearning of something.. Something I don't know. It aches when it can't understand what it wanted. It beat so fast that I thought I might die just the next minute.

What am I to become?
Who am I to believe?
How am I to understand?
Where am I gonna be?
When am I waking up into reality?

Life, full of unknowns. You'll never know what will happen tomorrow.. What am I gonna be tomorrow? A loser, a slacker or a winner, a hardworking person. I yearn for what I want. But for unknowns only makes me hurt.

My goals in life? I thought about it for awhile. I have many dreams of wannabes. I can't do them all. I always hope to find at least a goal.. And always turn out none. What's my interest? I got none. Who am I? I'm lost.. Once again.

RayOFF

2009-12-17T18:51:00.003+08:00

Very random. But because I don't like seeing my face when I come to my own blog, so yea.

*Manson; Ihateyou. Hahah. Why you're gone in Facebook? And and and.. BON VOYAGE. :D

Aww.. So cute~

2009-12-17T03:44:00.003+08:00

A laughter for you and me. Let this photo cheer your day up!

*THIS WAS TAKEN WHEN I'M PRIMARY 5. I love this photo because I'm cute. HAHA. <3

Fountain & Ballpoint pens

2009-12-14T22:32:00.005+08:00

Omas

Caren d'Ache

Mont Blanc

Get me one of these brands! Fountain pens is chio! But for me, I will put fountain pens as collection and ballpoint pens for use. Mum said she's gonna buy me one for my birthday next year. Happy but shocked. One can cost over hundred dollars. :(

Went out with mum today to Tampines. I'm happy. Love her many many. :D ♥♥♥♥♥

Sculptures

2009-12-13T23:56:00.007+08:00

Heh. Sorry for the spamming of photos. :D Pretty right. Snow, Ice and Sand sculptures. How cool. ♥ But how sad.. In Singapore, make ice and melt. Make snow..?! Impossible.. Sand still can. But will rain. -_-

Last night before I sleep, I was lying on my bed, thinking what happens if mummy and other people who are close to me dies. I cried. Just now I read sister's tweets. She remembered mum saying to us(sisters) that she wants to be cremate and not buried after she dies. After cremation, she wants us to throw her ashes in the sea because she wants to visit the world.

I got many dreams yesterday night.. I dreamt of someone dying.. I cried in my dream.. And shitszxc.. I can't continue anymore. Fuck. That's all for today. :(

Heh.

2009-12-11T18:31:00.001+08:00

Simply too bored. Teletubbies very cute hor? Heh. :D

Happy.

2009-12-11T00:48:00.006+08:00

Starting this post with the tricycle that I used to cycle during my childhood times. It was taken today. No, I'm not childish. That's memories. The rest was some fairies that jiahui drew long ago. *Sorry for the dumb photo of me. I was laughing for no reason that time.

Ehszxc. I went out for two hours today! HAHA. Went geylang east and makan dimsum with mother. Woohoo! Ehehs. Let me tell you all a story when we're makan-ing. :D

Two cats were looking at me with the kelian looking face. The drink seller said that they are mother and son. So yea. Mum and I tried to feed them with rice and bones. They didn't eat that. Next, chicken meat. Surprisingly, they ate it. They ate all our chicken meat. Roles exchanged!

When we're going off, the son got shocked and climb up the tree. Shocked. My first time seeing a cat running up the tree. ;D After few mins, it ran down. Heh. So cute. I made a little mistakes in fairprice.

Me: "The two cats ate our chicken." "那两只猫吃我们的鸡."
Mum: "You are saying it wrongly. They eat our chicken?!" "你讲错了. 它们吃我们的鸡?!"

Then she laughed and I started laughing like mad there. Oh and I was shocked to see someone I know working there. Hahahaha. Yeaps. That's all. Happy day. <3

Alone? Lonely?

2009-12-10T01:23:00.002+08:00

The beach is a nice place to sit down quietly. Enjoy the sea view. Listen to the nature. Be it wind, leaves, animals. It's counted as a best place to think and relax your mind. Love it ♥.

Come back people. Come back to me. Come back to accompany. Come back to share. Come back to love. Come back to listen. Come back to see. Come back to feel. Come back for memories. Come for it.

Batsu game FTW!

2009-12-07T03:55:00.003+08:00

BATSU GAME FTW~!!! :D :D :D ♥♥♥♥♥

I'm so into batsu game right now. HAHA. Matsumoto: Nyaaaa. Nyaaaa! Nyaaaaaaa. Hamada: What's with your nya? The Downtown duo! Hahaha. This time, I'm watching "No laughing ass darts - Hot spring inn". Ouch. So pain la. Their punishment is not bamboo stick or pencils or what. Is blowdarts. Hahaha~

Okay next. I did not step out of this house more than 1 hour for the past 2 weeks. Lmao. Wanted to go out today. And wait. I was thinking: Who is in singapore right now? Who is free right now? Who wants to go out right now? And most possibly.. None. It's also quite a good choice to stay at home hor? Hahaha.

Third sister is tempting me to eat junk food today. Just now she was eating the canned shark fins. Now she's eating Calbee Hot&Spicy (my favourite snacks). Ate ice cream and london chocoroll while she enjoy her junk food. :(

Mother asked whether we want to go back Malaysia to celebrate this coming Chinese New Year or not. And I felt quite bad. Because if we go back, it will be our third year without reunion dinner and we won't be visiting father's side de relatives. But if we never go back, we will be damn sian-ed.

I've started to do my holiday homeworks. English first. And kinda shocked to see one of the comprehension passages to be on "My bigini is BOOMZ." As you can see.. Miss Ris Low's language and Singaporean's standard on English.

I haven't buy my sec 3 books. Because sister did not tell me which one she need and which one she does not need. The NTUC voucher is not here yet. So yeaszxc.. I NEED TO HURRY. I bet most of the stocks will be 3Os. Out Of Order. -__-lll

Overall...
BATSU GAME FTW! ♥♥♥♥♥ HAHAHAHA.

Oh la.

2009-12-05T02:39:00.003+08:00

I got one t-shirt with the girl up here and another boy. It's cute ya know. :D

I'm turning in late today.. AGAIN. Haha. Watching Batsu Game Newspaper Agent right now. Have been watching batsu game these days. Finished batsu game high school and hospital already. A way to laugh until stomach pain. Haha~

By the way, Nina, you don't have to give me that "Thank you" post. Haha. You're welcome la. Hahs. Hurry find my discs please. -_-lll Need help on moving your house then call me. I'm free everyday. Lmao. :D I feel pinkish today.

- I don't know what I wanted. Okay. I've been saying "I don't know" for 14 years. Since when I know?

I'm there.

2009-12-04T00:50:00.002+08:00

Somehow, I got to know what happen to Nina and her family. You told me not to tell means you take me as your friend. Don't bottle up your troubles and cry yourself. Tell me. I'm there okay! Plus this morning I wake up so early and talk to you. LOL.

Although I can't help to solve your problems, I'm there lehs. And because you doesn't have a house phone, we can't talk much. So yea.. Cheer up. :D I'm sure you can overcome this. I'm sure God is with you. It's a test. Fight all this matters and overcome the crucial period.

I'm still waiting for the day we go out together (with jiahui this time). My listening ear is 24 hours on. But when I sleep, I can't listen well. I bet you're asleep that time. *I'm being super random. -___- Nina! This whole post is for you leh. So yea.. I'm there. Whatever I said is true. :D

SLEEP.

2009-12-03T12:42:00.003+08:00

These photos is attractive. They got the power to make me faint.

Anti-cough!

2009-11-30T02:02:00.001+08:00

ANTI-COUGHING! MEOWWWWWWWWW!

Okay. I've been staying at home for so many effing days because I don't want to pass the whatever illness to others. Imma kind soul again. The truth is always there for you to see. <3 I come to post rubbish because boredom strikes and I love you.

*Randomness. <3

Get well

2009-11-28T00:46:00.003+08:00

YEON JUN LIN GET WELL SOON. :D
See! I so kind. Hehheh. :)

So basically, this whole week, I only went out twice for the grade exam and GE today. I totally do not want to talk about it grade exam. Went GE when it's drizzling, walked kinda fast to and fro, non-stop. Ended up getting a nose bleed when I reached home. :(

Oh yes. I'm coughing right now. No more sore throat, fever, nausea, headache. It's cough. Have been coughing to wake up. Irritating. Want to sleep also cannot. Once I lie down, I will cough although I also cough while I sit, but that's different.

Junlin got flu yesterday, he said he's getting better and today he got sore throat. 他也好不到哪里去. Told him to drink 8 bottles of water instead of 8 glasses. That might be helpful, but he will end up running to the toilet everytime. Bladder problem. Hahaha.

Get well soon to both of us then. Oh. And to the others who is sick, get well soon, take care. :D

*Imma kind soul. Believe it or not it's the truth. <3 Unlike Nina and Pat.

Damn the gastric things.

2009-11-21T16:41:00.003+08:00

Oh. Now the answer to my headache, vomiting and fever is out.

I GOT THAT BLOODY GASTRIC PROBLEMS THE 2ND TIME THIS YEAR.

Went to see doctor. Cost me $54. Tmd. My savings all fly.

Time to eat something and then eat medicine.. :( Haven't eat anything from morning till now. Fk that.

_l_ headache

2009-11-20T23:02:00.003+08:00

Today for CO, instructor never come and practice time was only 2 and half hours. I was slacking most of the time. Tuesday is the grade exam already. Changed the time slot from 4PM to 11AM. Same as Eugenia and Meizhi. Meeting them that day. Uhuu.. Good luck to us! *Scared scared*

Went home and erhem.. Terrible headache came to visit. Struggled to sleep. Mother said because I walked in the rain. Oh yea? Never mind.. Ate medicine. Said byebye to the headache and hello to sore throat. >=( Irritating.

Above Cello and Double Bass is super chio. <3

Guy Laroche

2009-11-19T19:51:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's CO camp was super tiring. Today, went out with mother to Tampines mall. Awww.. Rained. Super cold. Walked around.. Here and there. Ate western food at Kopitiam. Super full.

Walked into Isetan. Saw wallets. Darn.. Wallets!!! <333 Mother bought Perllini wallet for 3rd sister. I saw a Guy Laroche wallet on the shelf. 一见钟情!! Mother and I paid half each. Cost $60. Heart break.. But super worth it. WHEEEEE~~

-_-

2009-11-14T21:52:00.007+08:00

Just a short post because its been quite some time since I came here and post something. This morning dreamt that KFC's employee was replaced with all the shuaiges. They are really shuai. But I very angry with Didi (she's the manager) because one my friend took a long time to get that job.

After that dream, theres another one. I dreamt that I bought a sony ericsson touch screen phone, baby pink in colour. It was like.. A mixture of 3 or 4 phones. LOL. That's kinda cool. That phone was a new release one and it cost $267. Not a second-hand phone. Damn nice. Then my second sister got another phone almost the same, but a different brand.

Yesterday, was not a very good day. Not gonna mention. I'm also not looking forward to next friday and 24 Nov. Please kill me. -__- Camp might be a fun one. But maybe I won't be staying overnight, all because I'll miss my bed. :(

Above images: Samsung's B3310, Sony Ericsson Satio, Samsung W880 Amoled, Nokia N93.
The mixture of the phone I dreamt: Samsung baby pink colour and Satio's look with Amoled's camera type and Nokia's camera type.

I like Sony Ericsson Satio and Samsung W880 Amoled. :D

Ninaaaaaa & Meeeeee!

2009-11-09T22:23:00.004+08:00

Super random. -.-lll

What a day..

2009-11-09T18:23:00.002+08:00

Alohaaaa! This morning went to school to see the streaming results. Dang.. I'm in 3D with these subjects. EL, MT, E Maths, A Maths, Chemistry/Physics, SS/Geography and POA. Shocked to the max. -.-lll

After that Nina came over to my house to change. And off we go.. To parkway! At first, we've got some plans before going there. But it was ruined. Walked around parkway and ate our lunch at Banquet. Decided to go Bugis after that.

Took 197 to Bugis and we walked around. Then I'm super bored and asked Nina whether she wanna take neoprints or not. So yea, I paid the $12. Hoho. Played around.. And then walked around.. It was raining when we decided to go home.

Walked to the MRT and then wanted to go City Hall. -.- When I turned around, saw Baogui. So we took train to City Hall and I pangseh him. Hohoho.

City Hall to Marina Square.. Nina and I was like.. Playing around there. Played Gachagacham or whatever thing in the arcade. We also tried to walk around the central with other people and 1 of us will be upstairs spotting where is she or where am I.

Went home after that because we're cannot tahan already. Haha. The first time I went out with her and it was like.. Okay la. Quite fun la hor. Hahah! I will update the photos later when I use my com. Wakakaka. :D

Yawns..

2009-11-06T09:21:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooo. Yesterday went out with mother.. Dang. Took bus from our house here to Jurong kills. The journey is 1 hour 20 mins ride. The air-con and the rainy day. Felt like Singapore having winter with the help of rain instead of snow.

Went IMM's Daiso. Mother shopped there 2-3 hours plus.. Then I sit everywhere because I'm tired. After Daiso, time to eattttttttt! Went Kopitiam. Mother bought japanese cuisine. Bought me a curry chicken rice. She asked the person whether its spicy or not. The person say okay. When I eat, I cannot tahan. The curry was so damn hot.

Walked around again. This time, GIANT. Mother was looking at this 3M Command for a very long time. At last, decided not to buy. Hahaha. Took bus home. Exactly 1 hour 20 mins again. Roarrrrrrrr! By the way, mother and I was listening to songs from my phone. And I think she rocks. HAHA! What do you think of her? She rocks right? :D

!~@#$%^&*()_+

2009-11-02T19:20:00.000+08:00

ROTTING.

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2009-10-31T17:02:00.002+08:00

Dang.

2009-10-29T19:56:00.003+08:00

Hey. Holidays already! So damn fast. Next year we're sec 3 already. ): Miss Khoh said I get 6th position in class. Violet got 7th! Twin indeed! <3 Kekgee, work hard. Friends yea? We'll still play together if you want. Out to ECP together, bugis or tm together. :D Jiayou.

I like post exam activities man! So fun. Face cream making, crazy cups, in-line skating. Wheeeeeee~ So fun. Next year no more uhh.. ): Study, study and study. Co, co and co. No life. Todays in-line skating was fun. I learn before. But it was years back and it is not really learn. When I stood up and there I go skating. Hahahaha. Injured my palm accidentally. Blue black... ):

Tomorrow, meet the parents session. Hai.. Got scolded by father because of that. ..... Tsk. Heck care. Just now, sister was watching "Smallest dick contest". Hell. It was really small. -.-lll Tomorrow also got CO. Hai... ):

Thanks.

2009-10-24T20:24:00.002+08:00

Passed my english. Failed literature. Expected. The whole class failed literature. Who will want to take literature with that teacher teaching us? -.-

Yesterday have CO. Nothing much. Teacher never come. Went to measure the SYF costume thing. Then slacked. Didn't practice much. Too bored. Slept a lot yesterday. During CO, in the bus, at home. Monday will be the post exam activities. Hai...

=)

2009-10-22T21:54:00.002+08:00

I'm happy for my results. Now we left lit and art result. Literature might fail. Scared.. ): 3 A(s), 3 B(s) and a C for now. Lucky.

Tomorrow CCA resume. How unlucky. Have to practice the coming grade exam already. ): After that, I can put in my effort practicing 夏. :D Oh and CO camp is... Boring when I think of it. -.-

Recently, kept talking to violet. Hehheh. Twins leh~ :D Talked about many things. Hope we can pass literature. So on report book, we will get no underlined results! Haha. Good luck. ;D

*Red - Unlucky/Bad.
*Orange - So-so.
*Violet - VIOLET!
*Blue - Lucky/Good.

Ahma's birthday celebration

2009-10-19T00:30:00.008+08:00

Went ahma's birthday celebration at Bedok yesterday. The food there was quite good. So yea. 2 of my sisters did not go. One go for training, one bai-ka.

YES!

2009-10-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

Oh yes! EXAMS OVER! :D :D

Let's talk about today! Today last paper, Maths Paper 2. Cham liao. So difficult. After that waited for CO thing. Then went out. Discussed about where to go with richard, violet, sofia, didi, yy, kg, jh, km. Then decided to go changi airport terminal 3. Km went home or I-don't-really-know-where.

Then at there, quite boring. But also quite fun. After that we all decided to go ECP. But didn't. We all went sofia's house instead. Watched Greys Anatomy?? I think. Then played poker. Until 6 then go home. Violet talked to ms khoh on the phone and asked our results.

Super shocked. Not mentioning. Yy and kg got work hard. So I think its okay. Don't be sad. :D In my eyes, you both improved. :D Violet forgotten to ask about didi's result. Hilarious.

Okay. Tired. Byebye~

1210

2009-10-12T21:00:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to ME. <3
Happy birthday to 舅母.
Happy birthday to Joy.
Happy birthday to WD.
Happy birthday to Desmond.

Thanks for the presents and wishes. :D

Lmao.

2009-10-05T21:49:00.003+08:00

Today after exams went geylang east library to study with yy.. But no place to sit and study. Then yy wanted to go popular. So took bus 40 to sing post. Spent hours at the popular there. Read books on horoscope, deserts etcetc.

After reading the horoscope book, we went to read Doraemon. So cute la. Lol. After that, went to waffle factory. I bought my chocolate rice waffle. Yy bought I-don't-know-what-waffle. Haha. Eat outside This Fashion, at the stair case. Not bad eh? :D

So went in This Fashion. We're just too bored. So went to play some clothes that we never wear. Super.. Fun!!! Yy and I crapped some stupid reasons to try on the clothes in case they ask. Omg la. So fun. Hahaha. Yy! Next time play again hor! HAHAHA.

Memories

2009-10-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hello. I'm back! :D EOY started already. So fast.. ): But we can enjoy earlier. Haha. English paper down. MT paper next. Good luck all. :D

Roses

2009-09-29T18:31:00.005+08:00

White Rose stands for purity, innocence and peace. It communicates love that is spiritual and soulful. At times it also stands for respect, dedication and devotion. Sometimes white rose also stands for secrecy.

Pink rose stands for appreciation, gentleness, happiness, grace, appreciation and sympathy. It is also used to express gratitude. It also stands for reassurance.

Red Rose is the most popular among all the colors in which roses come. It stands for love, passion, respect and courage. If you give somebody a single red rose it would convey that you love that person.

Orange roses symbolize fascination, enthusiasm and desire. They express an array of feelings and are a good choice if given at the start of a relationship.

Yellow Rose stands for Friendship, happiness, joy and a mark of new beginning. If you give a yellow rose to somebody it would mean that you want him or her to be your friend. It also way of patching up and say that I am trying to care or that my love for you is decreasing. Yellow rose also signifies jealousy.

Blue rose conveys that a thing is impossible and difficult to attain.

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2009-09-23T23:12:00.002+08:00

Recently, there's a big big problem. Talk nicely, he don't want. Want to scold vulgarities or show some signs. He's trying to scare her. "If she tag one more time, she will get it." Get what? You talk it out? Cannot be. You find gangs and bash her up? Then good luck to you.

She. She was sad over this matter. She didn't knew he was so.. She's a type of person who will never go around spoiling other people's relationship. Here's an example, if they didn't went through this problem, who knows whether they really do love each other or it's a sham. But it proves something. He doesn't love her much. Because once she came in(as he said), he wonder whether he should return to her or not.

Put to short, he don't really love the girl. The girl. She was hurt. Indeed. I can see from her posts. She said 'she number 1' hurt her. But does she really knows the real problem lying inside this? She side him. She never blames him. Did she? I don't really know.

Overall, I will try to find out what really happen. I hear the lady side's story. I need to know the other side of the story from someone. One of them is obviously, lying. So get the facts right. Don't jump into conclusion.

This post is just from what I saw and heard. So don't give comments unnecessarily. Another thing, no stories for today too. I've got heat stroke after CO and then giddiness. Forced myself to walk home with cello and then forced myself to bathe. Slept till 10 plus. After that... Lao sai. ):

=O

2009-09-22T23:21:00.007+08:00

天空蓝天白云。
陆地阳光普照。
大海一望无际。

白云四处飞扬。
鸟儿逍遥自在。
鱼儿无忧无虑。

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你是我的月亮，我是你的星星。
你是我的树木，我是你的野草。
你是我的清风，我是你的沙子。

没有你的我，什么都不是。
没有你的我，什么都不要。
没有你的我，什么都不想。

因为我只要你。
唯一只有我能。
唯一只有你是。

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筷子和汤池一定在一起。
椅子一定会有桌子陪伴。
枕头和抱枕是唯一一对。
就像我和你是一对鸳鸯。

Sorry

2009-09-22T21:39:00.002+08:00

Erhmm. Hello hello. Testing testing 1, 2, 3...

Okay. HELLO! A very good night to all of you. And I came to tell you guys something....

Shhhh...

I'm lazy to write the next story today. Bleh. =/ After the "debate" I'm tired. So yea. I try. I'm half way through the 2nd one. But its long. ): Thanks for the comments on the 1st one. :D I'm just bored. Or maybe trying to improve my chinese compo skills. Hahahaha. Alright alright. Thats it for today.

By the way... JEREMY AND ALEX TOOK MY WATER BOTTLE TODAY ON THE BUS. ):
I know my saliva taste nice. But you don't have to do this. Haiyo.. Never mind. Give you that water bottle since it can be found anywhere. Hahaha.

BYEEEE!

Dumb.

2009-09-21T01:28:00.001+08:00

以前，有一位长得很平凡的女孩。她的名叫做莉莉，她的父母在她九岁那年都已不幸在车祸中死去，而且她是唯一的孩子。说实在，她很幸运的能够逃过死亡，不过她就从此孤独的活在一个很陌生的世界里。

她小时候都有父母陪着她一起玩乐。现在生活过得非常艰苦。那一年，她始终接受不了父母过世的事实。当时，她想尽各种办法就为了生存下来。年纪轻轻的她当然不可能活得下去，但她证明了自己的确能够活下去。

你们知道她会做什么事吗？其实，她打算过一个盗贼的生活。为什么？因为没人需要雇用到年纪轻的小朋友去打工。盗贼的生活并不简单，不过她还是不会放弃。

她首先是从老人家那儿偷东西，然后熟能生巧后就偷大人的钱，最后她在短短的时间内可以从任何人身上，偷任何值钱之物。这不是谁想要会就会的一个技巧。莉莉就这样当盗贼七年了。拥有了偷来的贵重物品，换来的钱让她不愁吃、不愁穿。而且在外跟人家租房间。

有一天，莉莉在一个卖纪念品店里探索目标。她看见一位长的英俊潇洒的男孩，年龄相差大概一、二岁，正在柜台前付了选好的纪念品的钱。那位迷人的男孩从口袋掏出皮夹，拿了一张一百元的钞票出来付钱。

莉莉就锁定这个目标，打算从他那儿先下手。她等着那位男生从纪念品店走出来。出来后，莉莉就偷偷跟踪他。待到好机会时，莉莉故意上前撞了他一下，乘机把手溜进男孩的口袋里。顺利拿到了皮夹后，赶紧放进自己的口袋，然后对他说声对不起，莉莉就三十六策，走为上计，赶紧跑掉。

男孩觉得口袋突然变轻了许多。伸手探里，发现原来皮包不见了。这才知道，莉莉偷走他的皮包。本想要追上去，但想了想便掉头走掉。

莉莉感到一点儿的愧疚。似乎被那位男生所深深地吸引住。经过思考，她打算把皮夹物归原主，便回去找那位男生。莉莉找不着他，心里感到心碎。她带着那个皮包回家去。那一天，她心情像是打翻了的五味瓶，糟透了，所以一整天都不打算偷东西。

另一天，莉莉在别的购物中心走走。她发现一位长的很像那位帅哥的男孩。试图想要靠近他，但有朋友在身旁的他，不易靠近。当朋友离开后，莉莉知道那是那个让她一整天皱眉苦脸的帅男孩。

鼓起了勇气，莉莉向他走去。伸手把男生的皮夹递给他。男生看了就傻眼。莉莉开口说“你的皮夹。对不起，是我偷走的”。男声对她露出一丝微笑，把莉莉的心给迷住了。

“谢谢你把它还给我。它是我一位好朋友送的，已经过世。虽然你偷走它，但我不会怪你，因为你把它还给我了。”

“嗯。。好的。那个。。不打扰你了。再见。”

“嘿！嗯。。你叫什么名字？我叫嘉辉。很高兴认识你。”

“我叫莉莉。我也很高兴认识你。那么。。不打扰了。”

“那好吧。希望以后有缘再见，也希望见到你时，不是在偷东西哦！”

莉莉露出尴尬的笑容。转身走掉。她回家思考，觉得是时间找份工作，反正他的年龄适合在外做工了。嘉辉说得也没错，做小偷，被警察捉就完了。

隔天她就到处询问有没有人要雇用她。找得快放弃时，她看见嘉辉，心想：“我们真有缘！” 她很高兴的走向嘉辉，对他说“你好！我们真有缘”。嘉辉吓了一跳。回复她“你好啊。真得很有缘啊。你在做什么啊？”

“找工作做。不当小偷了。”

“那好啊！找到了没？”

“还没。没那么容易吧。。我年纪轻啊。”

“这样吧，我给你我的电话号码。想要在我父母下工作就打给我！我会尽量帮你。”

“谢谢你。我考虑考虑。”

“好的。那。。我先走了。约了朋友出去玩。改次约你！”

“那好。谢谢你。再见！”

莉莉发现自己越来越想要见到嘉辉。那份爱意正渐渐张开。

当莉莉还没找到工作后，她拾起电话打给嘉辉。问嘉辉是否能在他父母下工作。嘉辉问了父母后，说没问题。莉莉终于能够正正经经做份工作，感到十分高兴。

和嘉辉相处的时间里很开心。有一天，他们俩在外头玩乐，玩累时，嘉辉和莉莉就在海边看太阳下山。美丽的景色、快乐的时光、幸福的两人。嘉辉突然对莉莉说“我。。我喜欢你。喜欢很久了。” 莉莉当然吓了一下。回答道“其实我也是。自从偷你的皮包时，我就喜欢你了。”

“那么。。我们可以交往码？我是真心的喜欢你。请你接受我。”

“不可以。对不起。”

“为什么？你不也喜欢我？”

“我配不上你。你英俊潇洒。我长相平凡。”

“这根本不重要！我对你的爱不能用这些来衡量的。我是真心的。相信我。爱你一辈子是我的责任。让我爱你。好吗？”

“我很感动，但我还是不能接受。”

莉莉站了起来，掉头走人。眼泪不断地从眼眶里流出来，像是一个水龙头，关不起来，使劲的一直流一直流。嘉辉也跟着站起来，捉住莉莉的手，拉住她。然后把她转到面对面的姿势。擦了莉莉的眼泪后，直接向她温柔的嘴吻下去。

吻后，嘉辉对莉莉用温柔的声音说“我爱你”。莉莉感动得又哭了。这么多年来，都没有任何人爱过她。父母的爱都没有了。当上一个贼后，一个朋友也没有。嘉辉那么爱她。她打从心里真正的高兴起来，并接受了嘉辉。

他们的关系很好。嘉辉的父母也很喜欢莉莉，赞成他们交往。嘉辉与莉莉很少吵架，感情十分坚固。这么来往五年后，莉莉二十一岁而嘉辉二十三。他们结婚了。父母相当高兴，终于有了一个媳妇。

在半年后，莉莉开始呕吐、挑食。看了医生后，确实了她有了孩子。父母与嘉辉都很兴奋。他们一家人过得十分融洽。

孩子生得白白胖胖，而且是个男的。眼睛与眉毛像莉莉，鼻子和嘴唇像家辉。父母能抱孙子、嘉辉能抱儿子。大家过得很开心，尤其是莉莉。

爱，不难。
相爱，必须相信、必须容忍。

希望大家不要在任何条件下去爱，因为爱是发出于内心。无条件的爱 --- 永恒的爱。

-完-

作者：———

-谢谢-

天

2009-09-19T20:17:00.002+08:00

最近都在下雨是吧？
是睡觉的好时机。=）
我发现学校里的。。 Rainforest 很舒服。
那里有凉风可以享。
我和凯琪超喜欢去那里的。

今天我和凯琪去补习。补习后，我去 Parkway 等我妈妈放工、走走。去了 Giant。买了 Polar 的 Thomas 和 Friends 的蛋糕。现在我在吃。好好吃呢。

星期一是公共假期。开斋节快乐！

考试快到了。。是时候开始用功。希望大家可以考到好成绩。

WAHAHA.

2009-09-12T03:00:00.002+08:00

OH MY!! It's 3.00 am! I just woke up. Yawnsss.. I know I'm abnormal. Lol. I slept at 7 pm. So its fine. :D I've got a dream just now. I dreamt that kekgee and I was married. I was the groom. She was the bride.

After marrying, few months, we've got babies. Jiahui, minmin, yongyi and kahming was our son and daughter. But we got only 1 son, Kahming. The eldest was yongyi, then kahming, jiahui and minmin. Dreamt that kekgee fed them milk milk!

I was laughing in reality. I know I did. We brought them out to the beach and play. When I was reading newspaper, kekgee was preparing food, jiahui went missing. WTH.

We went around finding her. Suddenly she appear in front of me. Saying "PAPA! HAHAHAHA!" I was so shocked. How can jiahui be so naughty. Some more, in the dreams, the kids and kekgee and I was like drawn bodies with real head photos.

Thats not all. When we are communicating, there are speech bubbles with words. You can also read it! Its like comic. Cool right?

And I seriously think my imagination rocks my socks. You know why? Because the fact is.. I was awake all this time. I have nothing better to do. I think this story really is quite cool la. So maybe I will dream it later on.

I slept at 7 is fake I went to tuition at 7 is real. I've got this dream, I married kekgee is fake. I got no dreams yet is real. I think I'm super lame. I'm still not tired so I crap this out. Hope it entertained you guys because I think it entertained me a lot. HAHAHA~

Anyway.. GOOD MORNING! :D

BOO!

2009-09-09T17:06:00.004+08:00

Yayayaya. I've got nothing better to do. CUTE RIGHT! SAY YES.

Cutie

2009-09-09T15:52:00.003+08:00

For entertainment purpose. ;D

245th

2009-09-07T19:24:00.003+08:00

My blog is dead. But tagboard is alive. Great.

Today went out to sing post with sister. Met yujing. Lent her my thumbdrive. Went to eat Long John Silvers. Mother came.. Then went Popular to see see. Saw pens. Not normal ones. Those expensive pens. Damn chio. I like.

Went Watsons. See see. Then suddenly, I piggy back my sister. She damn light la. After that she piggy back me. Said something then kept laughing.

FairPrice time. Bought a new house for our tortoise. Glad that it can fit through. But I think its not used to it. Happy for you. ;D ThisFashion time. Nothing to see. Then when we're returning, when we walked out, I saw some shirts. Dammit. -.-

Wednesday and friday got CO. I don't wanna go on wed.. Kg la.. She going do passport. Left me alone. I don't even know how to play the songs. 6 CO piece sia! Howwww~~ Some more the grade form.. Early bird submission is on latest, 11 sept. But I no time siol.. ):

I damn sian and dulan and bored and half dead now. Shit it. ): Kg mai ps me leh.. Go on other days la.. Wed pei me go CO die.

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2009-08-31T19:04:00.002+08:00

Minmin told me to update my blog because its dead. But even if I update it.. I don't think it will go alive too. I have nothing to update about. ):

I stayed at home everyday. Eat almost the same thing everyday. Do the same thing everyday. No sms everyday. I don't know what else to do. I wanted to go out. But laziness and peeps are busy or hard to contact.

Today, Teachers Day celebration. Went out for the walk. Went back CO room to practice. Performed while the teachers were busy chatting away and eating. Miss Khoh was kind enough to give some donuts to kahming, jiahui, minmin, richard, patrick, kekgee and me. While the band perform, kekgee and I took some donuts and eat.

After that went home. Bathed. Slept. Com-ed. Eat. Tv. No life. -.- That's why I have nothing to talk about. Tomorrow is a public holiday. I have no idea what to do. Stay at home or go out. Who to go out with?

我讨厌你那幼稚的样子。
我讨厌你给的那些空的承诺。
我讨厌你爱我的方式。
我现在已经不知如何是好。

CMT 2

2009-08-28T23:13:00.003+08:00

Sian-ed. Common test failed maths by 6 marks and chem by half mark. History and literature paper still haven't get back. ): Passed physics for the first time. Just pass my home econs. Sad.

Today all cca end at 4.30 pm. :D Went home and did not go for tuition. :D Sian-ed..

Monday have to perform for teachers day. Did not learn the songs. Will be playing it anyhow. No choice. Nobody teach. Hah. Also, monday will go home earlier. :D Not sure whether going back TPS or not. Tuesday.. No school??? Yea yea yea. :D

Yy and I decided to buy new specs. Oh yea. Either she buy white, I buy black one or we both buy black one. Hehheh.

Hellohello!

2009-08-23T23:15:00.001+08:00

Hi. :D
I've got nothing to say.
Oh ya.
Tag more. Thanks.
Bye. :D

Choochoo!

2009-08-18T00:28:00.002+08:00

Hello blogger. Today Maths common test was hard for me. I did not manage to finish it. I damn angry after test. Teacher started late for like 10 mins. Then she ended early. 50 mins to do the test instead of an hour. I lost a lot of hell marks there. ): Tomorrow will have history test. I never study. Because nothing goes in. Everything's getting harder and harder. Sian-ed.

Anyway, my mother and sisters came home today in the afternoon. They bought nothing home but cuttlefish for me. Saw the photos they took inside my sister's camera. So sad that I never go la. Wth. All because of test. TEST TEST! ): Took some photos of the bride and bridegroom. Nice seh. Will upload it after I edit.

Good luck for whatever test you guys got. :D

Seeee~

2009-08-14T23:18:00.003+08:00

Oh yea baby. :D Nice right? Right right right? Left left left? Haha. Take it if you want! :D

Anyway.. I HATE TODAY. 14 AUGUST 2009! A FRIDAY. Screw it upside down. TSK!

Tskk.

2009-08-08T20:57:00.003+08:00

YOYOYO. Yesterday went sentosa. No sun. ): Cannot suntan. ): Oh. And yesterday, I kissed yongyi. Yongyi kissed me too. :D Played truth or dare. I kissed sofia. :D :D Lol lazy explain already! Let the photos explain everything.

ROCK ON!

2009-08-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

Today very hyper. Hehheh. I like recess time. :D

Recess time stayed in class to do chinese homework. Zul came to me and said that we can connect phone to the blah blah blah. Whatever la. Then Richard go put. Suddenly our class become so-disco-like.

DAMN COOL. Loud loud. :D I LOVE IT. :D

Pissed!

2009-08-01T12:23:00.002+08:00

I HATE LIARS. AND SO YOU LIED. CONGRATULATIONS ON GETTING ME HATING YOU. :D

Yesterday was a BAD BAD day. Super bad during CO. Saw new CO costume. NOT NICE! I told teacher Cello&Bass never wear skirt. She said maybe have to. Or maybe not. PANTS AND THATS THAT!

After that. One of the section's instructor was angry and went off. She was kind and pretty of course. Seldom angry. And now, sec 1s made her angry and leave. Maybe never coming back to teach! See minmin's blog and you will know. I lazy explain. Brought Cello home. -.-lll Started tuning just now. Scared scared.

Then tuition-ed. Somebody's father called. He said that he did not go home! So is it my problem? Not the first time. YOU SUCKER! Today his mother called. My problem again??? How nice. YOU BASTARD. Go home and stop troubling everyone esle la. Asshole.

Hey.

2009-07-25T23:41:00.002+08:00

Hello. I'm back with the seven-days-no-blog time. There's nothing much happening this week. School, CO, tuition. Let's start with school.

School or lessons was normal. It was neither fun nor bored. I'm starting to get use of listening in class. Great improvement right? (:

Yesterday was friday and that meant there will be CO. After school, went to eat with kekgee and yongyi. Went back to school and meet sanjie. Accompany sister and took cab to Bendemeer sec to see dentist. Went in at 1.46 pm and came out at 4.26 pm.

Reached school at 4+ pm going 5. Totally late. But got excuse. (: All the cellos were used by juniors. So I sit there listen to teacher. During break time, teacher told me something. I was a bit angry. Nevermind that.

After CO, went home and go for tuition. Nothing much too. Today also have tuition. I was late. So I gave kekgee a lollipop. Teacher did not come again. How lucky are we. Came home and used the computer. Webcam-ed with laopa. Msn call with aunt and mother was talking to them. Another call with uncle!

And just now, my sister showed me a youtube video on a guy named, Nick Vujicic. He did some sort of motivation speech and was really great. He does not have hands, legs. See if and you will understand. He said: "If I fell down a 100 times, and still fail to stand up 100 times, if I give up, how am I going to stand up ever again?" After that, he showed the school of girls how he stand. It was touching. I think you guys should watch. (:

Back.

2009-07-18T19:17:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm back after 'almost-a-week-never-update-my-blog' time! :D This week nothing much la. Only that, got one day 4 subjects got test and thursday, HE teacher eat away our class's geography and recess time. 5 periods of HE was... Oh no. Lol.

Anyway.. I think Miss M....... only change her shirt on friday. Don't you think so? Last friday was.. Pink??? Yesterday was stripes. Lol. I'm sure I will get The Giver test 25/25. Easy. :D

Yesterday have tuition. Science. Kekgee and I was ahhh... Doing nothing. Because we don't know how to do. Teacher came and teach us for like.. 15 mins? LOL. And I finally understand some of the things! :D Kekgee was so proud of being a manjusrian that day.

Today maths tuition, teacher never come again. Did last week things and Mean, Mode, Median. Lol. Fine for me? Mdm Lim did before what..

Tomorrow will be having the CIP thing. Meeting up with kekgee first. Because we have tuition. AGAIN. Hahah. The life full of tuitionsssssss. I felt so high for tomorrow's CIP. I think it's coooooool!

Btw.. Later. Harry potter. :D